Dads give the best advice

Once, I told Papa about a module that I took this term - Shakespearean Drama.

I told him that I love it but I'm struggling so much because we need to finish reading a play a week and the fact that I am a slow reader and that the plays are in an 'alien language' are not helping me.

He then replied:

"Alaa takpa.. Tak sempat baca pun takpa. Carik je synopsis kat google, ape susah?"

I love my papa :D


Sincerely,
si sayang papa.

those moments when...

I become grumpy.

I find it hard to smile.

I become oversensitive. even a not-really-sad MV can make me cry. I can cry even for no reason.

I feel insecure.

I get angry easily.

I avoid talking to people.

I can be very needy.

I am just uninterested about everything.

I become hormonal and have mood swings.

I complain and rant a lot about petty things.

I can be very, very mean.

I look tensed all the time.

I get hungry easily.

I eat a lot.

I... the list can go on and on.

oh well, these are the moments when I have... er, you know, that time of the month.

I guess I have to try my best not to let it affects me so much. huhu.

Post Scriptum 1:

why is PMS Pre-Menstrual Syndrom? I mean, it's not like we're having those symptoms only before that time of the month. it's usually during that time, right?

Post Scriptum 2:

Do you think you will become moody during your time of the month if no one told you that you would?

what yesterday has taught me.

kuasa, scara mutlaknya, bukan terletak di tgn kita atau pada benda-benda lain.

kuasa itu hanya ada pada Dia.

SEMUANYA berlaku dgn izinNya.

hanya Dia saja.

panic attack!

you see, i'm having a panic attack since last week. the pre-third year panic attack, to be exact. im not mentally ready to go back to Plymouth and be sane in classes. no, not now, pleaseeee T_T


but the time is running up and i think i really need to start to face the reality: i'll be back in Marjon next week and this lovely holiday will end right away. in other words, i need to attend classes, do assignments assignments assignments, read booksss, visit schools, dissy-ing. scary lah third year nih. i can feel the aura of the intense workload coming already!

*hantukhantuk kepala kat dinding sbb takut*

boleh x jgn panik sgt, fatin?

Dear Mr. Blog

Sorry I have not been around much. In fact, at one point, I had even forgotten that I actually have you. Haha :D
So sorry keh? Thank God I don't have much followers lol.
Anyway Im back, dgn azam konon xnak lupekan anda suda. xnak biarkan anda berkulat suda. kononlah. I'll try my best kay.
I love u. Okbai.

Sincerely,
Your hangat-hangat-tahi-ayam owner.